Where I Go

Where did you go today?

{2013} :: {2014}

Well, goodness. this is a tough one. On a Tuesday? Where did I go? I took Greg to work, came home, went to work, picked up Greg, then back to the home. Same thing, every....single....day!

Photo: Depending on the light, I am wearing green. #idontowngreen #andidontcare

Life in One Word

Choose a word that best describes your life up to this moment. Why?

{2013} :: {2014}

I think in past years I was describing my current life in one word. I think that's easier to do than sum up the last 28.5 years. So my life currently: Disappointed.

Of course this is just in one aspect of my life, but it is affecting a lot of my feelings. Disappointment in decisions that were made, that really shouldn't have been. Disappointment in not getting answers. Disappointment for others. Disappointment for myself. Disappointment in the company I work for. Quite a bit of disappointment in that area.

Photo: Because they're delicious and I'm weird. #bunnygummies

Accommplish Awesome

How would you like to see yourself?

{2013} :: {2014}

I would like to see myself accomplishing some pretty awesome things. I haven't quite figured out what those "awesome" things are, but hopefully someday soon I'll figure it out. I can do it.

Photo:#airball and #goodnight

Do It Again!

If you could do today over, would you change anything?
{2014}

I would really try not to get so upset about little things that happen at work, that somehow manage to upset me for the rest of the day. I need to just stop getting so worked up over little things, and realize that they don't really matter. Stop being a big baby.

Photo: I don't always shop for clothes, but when I do, I buy like 10 outfits. Thank you @bpricelessaccessories for all these amazing goodies. (You can't even see them all!) I'm excited to wear them!

Looking For in Life

What are you looking for from life?

{2013} :: {2014}

I would like to find happiness in everyday. Life is a gift. We need to do our part to enjoy it.

24 to Live

If you were given 24 hours to live, what would you do?

{2013} :: {2014}

I would binge shop, and by things that I would never really buy in real life. I would also pig out on all the foods that I love, and possibly egg or toilet paper someone's house.

Photo: It was a beautiful sunset this morning. And yes I said sunset. #cuzimcoollikethat

Favorite Memory of 2013

What is your favorite memory from last year?
{2013}

 

I had to go to my blog to read some of my old posts. A lot of last year is one big blur. I really feel like the past two years have just been jumbled into one. It's crazy.

 

Some highlights though:

Two weddings = a new brother and a new sister
A new nephew
Greg getting the job here at the middle school
Walks with Greg around the block
Finally getting to see a doctor
Being put in the Relief Society presidency
Lots of time spent with Greg

 

Photo: 2014...I don't know why I'm so excited for this new year. I'm gonna kick its butt (I hope). I have some great ideas and hope to find time to implement them. #otherwiseillhavetoquitmyrealjob But for reals... #bringiton2014

 

In One Year

In one year, what would do you how best describes your life?

 

Healthy. Hopefully it doesn't take that long, but even if it does, I hope that we'll at least be getting closer to finding more answers. Could be wishful thinking. We'll see.

 

Photo: Greg wouldn't let me take a cat home. Rude right?

 

Jealousy!

Who are you jealous of?

Basically anyone who is experiencing some sort of change in their life, whether it be new job, new baby, new home, moving, vacation, etc. Things around here have been pretty much the same for the past three years, it would be nice to have some type of change. Not that I’m not happy, I would just like to experience something new and exciting every now and then. (And by new and exciting, I mean some GOOD new and exciting. I’m sure there are lots of bad new and exciting things that could happen, and I don’t really want to deal with them.) Like I said though, it’s not that I’m NOT happy with where we are in life, I just think there is nothing wrong with wanting a little change every now and then.

Worry

Who did you worry about today?

I'm a bit of a worry wart, but I don't really keep up on other's lives. Call it selfishness, and it probably is, but at this point in my life, my attitude and frustrations are kinda crappy right now. I am being selfish, and I do need to get over it, but I have been worrying more about Greg and I a bit more than others. It's just getting to a point where I just want to shut down and wait for everything to work out. I should be less selfish...that will probably help me feel better...but I don't want to.

My Life in One Word

Choose a word that best describes your life at this moment. Why?

STRESSED! Trying to get Greg's job situation figured out...praying that schools will call back...praying that we'll get a job...plus add my health on top of it, and work on top of that...it can get a bit stressful. But I just take each day one at a time. There's not a whole lot I can do about work. I have to go each day. I can't stay home because my body aches and hurts. I just have to keep going. There's also not much I can do about a job for Greg. Just keep praying. I'm sure it'll all work out. One way or another, we'll be a-okay!

The Last 7 Days

List seven things about the last seven days.

1 -- Celebrated Thursday night with Coldstone (which was much needed because Thursdays are my worst days ever!)
2 -- Came to the conclusion that I need to find a new job...ASAP
3 -- Watched The Lucky One and some clay-mation Pirate cartoon
4 -- Got Juniper Takeout. Their deep-fried mushrooms are to die for...but that's about it. The rest of the food...bleh...
5 -- Found some bad news about one of members who was killed in a car accident over the weekend. I've never had someone really close to me killed like that (knock on wood!), so it was kind of a shock. I just helped him on Friday. He was the sweetest old guy who always had a joke for us. He'll be missed.
6 -- Realized that the world isn't going to stop and wait for me....everyone will keep going, changing, whether I like it or not. (This is why I obsess over 1D. If I don't, I think about other depressing things)
7 -- Learned that you can learn a lot about people you know by stalking people you don't know. Your secrets aren't safe people! (muah hahaha...evil laugh!)

Lately in Feb

Lately...life's been about the same.

Work is alright. I love my job, just not some of the things that go on, but we have a lot of fun. I have some great co-workers that keep me laughing.

My baby sister is getting married...that's kind of weird. She's like 10, so it's a bit crazy.

We had New Beginnings tonight. It turned out really well. We had our girls choose a pair of their favorite shoes and how they help them to "Stand in Holy Places." Our girls are amazing. I love hearing them talk. They're pretty fantastic. It was a great night.

Ummm...think that's about it!